Not every day is a bad day, but some days it comes
creeping in when you least expect it.
Today was a particularly frustrating day at work, lots of little things
building up. The end result was me
crying in my home office because it hit me that I shouldn’t be stressed about
stupid work things that ultimately don’t matter. I should be on maternity leave. Work stresses should be far from my
mind. I should be holding my little boy
in my arms and enjoying our precious time together. It brought on a wave of sadness, so I let the
wave come over me as I sat there and cried.
I cried because there is nothing anyone can do to make it better. I cried because for the rest of my life I
just have to accept it and find the best way possible to deal with the
overwhelming sadness.
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