Saturday, February 16, 2013

365 Days in Heaven

Dear Sam –

I can’t believe it’s been a whole year, 365 days without you.  365 days that you have been in Heaven.  365 days that I haven’t had you here with me. 365 days that I’ve missed you more than words can ever say.  365 days that I’ve wished I could hold you and smother you with kisses.  365 days of memories we missed out on.  365 days that my heart has ached for you. 

This is Mommy’s new favorite picture.  It’s the closest I’ll ever come to having both of my boys together here.  Your little brother Owen is taking good care of your teddy bear for you.  And I know you are watching out for him from up above.

Mommy loves you and misses you every minute of every single day. 


1 comment:

  1. Hi Amber - I found your blog through the Sisterhood of loss and support site. I'm so sorry for your loss, and your son Owen is beautiful. I lost my son Nathan at the end of January, and I just had to comment on this post, because it made me so hopeful and really hit home with me - after we lost our son we kept his bear out, and my husband and I have talked countless times about how much we are looking forward to having a picture of our next baby and his bear. Seeing this was just what I needed tonight! Thank you.