For the first time in 10 years I was actually
looking forward to Father’s Day. I was
looking forward to the possibility of Sam arriving a little early and maybe
Ryan getting to hold his sweet baby boy on this day. Or the possibility of us celebrating Ryan’s
first Father’s Day anxiously awaiting his first son’s arrival. It breaks my heart that neither of those are
reality. For those of you who know my husband,
know he is the sweetest kindest man. He
is the best daddy ever to Sam even though he is in Heaven. I know he misses him everyday and he does such
a wonderful job of taking care of Sam’s mommy. Ryan will also make a wonderful daddy one day
to the beautiful little babies God someday blesses us with here on earth.
It will be 10 years on June 26th since
my Pap, my father figure left this earth. I still miss him everyday and can’t believe
that a decade without him has passed. I
imagine him and Sam today having a grand old Father’s Day celebration up there
in heaven complete with Pepsi in Smurf glasses and big huge bowls of Breyer’s
chocolate ice cream. Cheers boys!
I’m sending lots of hugs and kisses up to you
both!!! xoxo
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